Hi friends...
So today's the first day of school (blegh) and I'm already like half-dead right now sigh :-( Yeah, most probably
because of the fact that I'm fasting but also...I had CCA today until like
5.30pm + and I went home and the train was really packed, I was having
aches everywhere because we had to do like physical and mega hand-carry work
for CCA today so TODAY WAS
EXHAUSTING LIKE asdfghjklzxcvbnm okay NO PERFECT WORDS can ever describe how tiring and dreadful today was. I was so damn thirsty, so
damn hungry, so damn empty, so damn, just ugh.
Nonetheless, it's the month of Ramadan!!!
So I'm supposed to feel grateful and blessed and appreciate my everyday
right?!?!?! THATS WHY I'm just so frustrated at myself sometimes because I
realised I get unsatisfied and pissed off real easily when I'm fasting and I
tend to whine to myself about how long more it is still to time when I can
break my fast. Tbh, in school, I just keep on glancing at the clock furiously
to check on the time and count how many hours left to break fast which is at
abt 7,15pm +. And can you imagine, when I'm in school it will obviously be
like in the morning and afternoon, SO
IT'S PRETTY DUMB AND STUPID of
me to keep looking at the clock when obviously I'm still stuck in school and I have to go through LOADS of things before it's time to break my
fast???
So all in all, just to sum up my ravings and rantings up there, I am
just feeling SO TIRED;
physically, mentally and emotionally. (not kidding okay!)
But still guys!!! Do remember that it's
the month of Ramadan (for us
Muslims hehe) and this month
Allah s.w.t just want to test our patience by giving us a little challenges
here and there to face so that we will learn to be stronger, have more patience
and most importantly be thankful for all the countless blessings we have. (so don't whine like me okay pls repent, im going to too)
Lastly, before I end off today's post (mostly about me blabbering abt my
day), here's a quote I
really, really, really like and hold on to whenever I feel like I might give up
anytime!
So I hope you guys esp my Muslim readers,
will continue to embrace everyday with a smile on your face and never
over-whine like me! Hahaha I'm trying my best not to whine like verbally okay, that's so bad. Because after all, what seems to us as bitter trails
are often blessings in disguise.
Till the next time we meet again friends!
Trying to be a happier person in and
out,
Diana xx
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