Monday, 28 December 2015

About 2015 that's coming to an end soon


Just by looking at the title of this post, O.M.G. I'm not trying to scare you guys or anything, but honestly, I'm scared myself. 

You might be asking, scared of what? So what if 2015 is coming to and end? So what if we're coming into 2016 soon? Isn't it always like that, us going through year after year after year each time? 

Okay can we just stop for a while and think? IT IS GOING TO BE LESS THAN 3 DAYS TO END OF 2015. 

How I wished I could stop time even for just a moment to re-do the things I love to do in 2015 or make things go right for the things that went wrong in 2015. Well that's not possible, duh. So let's face it, the REALITY. That we're approaching 2016.

Unlike other years, this change of 2015 to 2016 is scaring me a little bit more. Wait, not a lil bit, but a blooming more. Cause there's so many dreadful and scary things that are "awaiting" me in 2016!!!!!! 


1. Class tests and mock exams from 2nd DAY of school onwards

I still remember my form teacher telling us a huge reality before we went for our Nov/Dec holidays this year. "Okay class, before school ends and you guys start to enjoy your holidays, let me just inform you that next year, by the 2nd week of school, you are going to sit for class tests and mock exams so please prepare yourselves mentally for a huuuge change." I was like, "ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME??? ON THE 2ND DAY OF SCHOOL??? BUT SCHOOL JUST RE-OPENED?! CAN'T YOU JUST CHILL FIRST AND DON'T BRAINWASH US?" Obviously I could only speak in my mind and not aloud, duh. Okay Diana, rest and chill as much as you want this holiday Diana, cause 2016 is waiting for you baby. Mwekk, I don't wanna go to you 2016. But what can I do...? :-(

Prepare je lah Diana.


2. O LEVELS

O.K. I'm sitting for my O'Levels soon too. It's a matter of 8 months and I'll sit through that shit soon. And 8 months gonna be hella shorter than other 8 months in other years cause I'll be trying to fix my shit for O's. K.O. instead of O.K. Ok no Diana, you cannot K.O yourself now!!!!!!! Everything you say is a prayer ya know! Ok guys, I'm gonna face through it and do my best ya. I also pray for those of you who are taking your O's in 2016 like me too. May Allah ease our learning and preparation for O's. We can do this guys!!!!!!! It's just 8 months and we can get our freedom back!!! Let's look forward to the brighter side of things!!! (padahal deep down I'm like SHIT CAN I DO THIS?!) 



3. Lesser breaks and rest for me

O's means lesser break and rest for me. I bet there'll be no more malay drama marathon for me every week now, at least for 4 months before O's. No more watching my favourite youtubers??? WAIT NO, that'll never happen, My life isn't complete without watching to Alfie and Zoella's videos and vlogs omg. No. I need them to get through my shit. Seriously. I'm going to watch their videos by hook or by crook. (Even if mummy wont let me hehe)



4. Late-nights spent by chionging homework 

I can confirm this will happen to me. I'll be spending my nights after school trying to chiong my homework because I'm the type of person that can't help looking at my homework undone. I'm the type of person that wants to see my homework get done. Hmm, hopefully this attitude will continue in 2016! Or else, K.O.


5. Lesser daydreaming and stalking my favourite guy celebrities (mostly malays lol no doubt)

No, wait. I'll still actually find time to do that. Hehe. Cause some malay actors are just so ya allah ok lol stop it diana. 


How i wished i could turn back time. How i wished i could have a longer holiday. How i wished i could spend more time with my family during the holidays.

Things like this always happen to us tbh, regretting and starting to appreciate more only when you realise time flies real quick. 

Nonetheless, I would like to wish my readers HAPPY HOLIDAYS and do spend your time fruitfully with you loved ones before it's too late (and dont end up like me pls).

As usual, leaving you with my #QOTD a.k.a Alfie's favourite quote:




Xoxo,
Dee



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